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Its after 2am and as hard as I try to sleep I can't quit thinking of all the bills and problems with no way to pay them... I have a son who will be 4 in 2 weeks and a daughter who will be 6 months in 2 weeks.. When we found out we were pregnant with my daughter we were thrilled! Unfortunatly it was a very difficult and high risk pregnancy.. I had to quit work and be on bedrest. My daughter was born early and had lots of difficulty, especially gaining weight. She is almost 6 months and almost 11 pounds, which is amazing for her. She is finally big enough to go to daycare so I can start working again, but unfortunatly we got so far behind I have no idea how we are going to get out! I am $1250 short on bills and facing both cars being repossessed.. I know crying doesn't help, but somtimes it is the only thing that makes me feel better. I am so sad for my kids that we are putting them through this! I have sacraficed my monthly medications and as a family we have sacraficed going out and eating, vacations, cable, I just don't know where to go from here!! I feel like I am drowning and desperatly looking for a line to pull me up out of the water!!! :(